Fear

4 days. That's how long I have left until I leave for LA. I'll be there in 6 days. Things are beginning to dwindle down here in Iowa. My last day working at Pizza Hut was on Sunday and my last day at Adventureland is tomorrow. Adventureland is a little bit more personal to me, only because i've worked there for 3 summers and I know I won't be coming back next summer. I've begun to put all of my Pizza Hut tip money in the bank (finally). After 8 months of storing it in my room I was beginning to run out of places to put it. I feel like the bank people hate me now because I give them a huge stack of money for them to count. But whatever.

Tomorrow I will begin buying items for my apartment. I guess it's better to get them here than to rush to get them out there. I still have all of my packing to do, but it shouldn't take that long. Unlike my roommate, I have very little to bring. My biggest items are my TV and my printer.

Thursday will be my last day of watching Will & Grace for awhile. I'll finish watching the recordings and then delete it. I know it sounds a little pathetic, but if Will & Grace were on Netflix than this problem would be solved. ARE YOU LISTENING NETFIX?!?! 

It's all becoming real...finally. I'm feeling all sorts of emotions about this. Some are good, some are bad. I've heard from several different people that I need to do this while I'm young, because if I don't do it now than I will never do it. I've also read that I should never let fear get in my way of doing something. That I should face my fears. I'm not exactly sure if this is a fear of mine on account of I've always wanted to do this, but it still seems somewhat useful.

I've been looking at jobs in Pasadena on Craigslist. I found this one job that is very flexible, pays a good amount, and is specifically for college aged students. But I'm not sure if I want it. My dream job would be to work on a studio, but since that requires experience, I think working at a comedy club or a theatre would be a cool job too. Hopefully I can get one of these jobs and network my way up the rankings and meet people. I sure hope luck is on my side.