Giving It A Chance

Well, I guess I'll try once again to start blogging. My first blog only had 2 posts, and then I became bored with myself and decided to give up. Let's hope this one stays longer.

You are probably wondering who I am....and I wish I could tell you. I don't have the time or patience to tell you who I am simply because I don't know who I am. Maybe you will tell me who I am by reading this blog.

Anyway, so my life is picking up a little bit in excitement....FINALLY! In 9 short days, I will be leaving the life that I have grown accustomed to for the past 18 years and will be moving to Los Angeles to pursue my dreams in the entertainment business. Wow. Nine days. I remember exactly a year ago I was making the biggest decision of my life, to go to college in Chicago or move straight out to LA with a friend.

I'm not sure if I am one to make decisions on impulse. But I do know one thing...if you want something, you have to go and get it and you have to do it NOW! Life isn't going to wait for you. Before you know it it'll zoom right past you before you even know what hit you. That's probably the biggest reason why I decided to risk it all and move to California. Ever since I was little I knew that I was an entertainer. Whenever there was a song in a movie that I really liked, I would watch it over and over again and sing along to it. When I received a karaoke machine for a Christmas present once, I always pretended that I was giving a concert and would sing for hours alone in my room. Whenever I had a bad day, I would watch a movie to cheer me up. (Yes Man, Date Night, and Easy A were the usuals).

Hopefully, in some way, shape, or form, I will achieve my dream of riches and stardom. Not really as much stardom though...more like a Hannah Montana kind of stardom where I can be famous whenever I feel like it. But really more than anything else, my ultimate goal is to inspire people. I want  to make or star in movies where my audience will be clapping and crying tears of joy when it is finished. I want them to go out into the world and fix all of its problems, and I want them to mention my movie for the reason why. Sometimes I will hear a song on the radio that I just get so inspired by and I get all of these really cool plot stories and images in my head just from hearing this song, and then I remind myself that THAT is why I want to go into this industry. It may be difficult, and who knows maybe I won't ever achieve it, but I will try my hardest. I will give it a chance.